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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Time and Time On My Hands

     SO This Weekend Tons Of time! All this time on my hands because i stayed in to do homework MATH homework. Math to me is like French i will never understand it even 2+2 gets to me i swear sometime i even have to think about that answer. Now tell me thats not sad. I cant help it is doesn't appeal to me like English or History. Now i only have one class a day then i come home and pack or deal with whatever goes on that day this is a life of a new Marine wife! Sad... Math will be the only thing that keeps me from graduating high school..                                                                   
     Today well this week i have found myself with a new food to comfort my math issues its ice cream i seem to get mad and turn to ice cream seeing as the hubby is busy at work. Ohh that sweet sweet sinful ice cream its the one thing that will forever help me sin (besides my husband that is) This ice cream the way you open it and smell the sweet vanilla ice cream with the cramal and small sinful pieces of fudge covered waffle cone this ice cream is a dream a dream in my month and before i know i look down and see its gone there is no way i have eaten all of this ice cream someone had to of taken some when i wasn't looking i mean me eat all that ice cream to my self there was no way i told my self over and over when i wasn't looking someone must have taken a few bit or a lot because i would never eat all that ice cream to my self i had math work i was doing or i thought i was but when i look down no there was ice cream on some of my work and no work had gotten done.
    So i knew i didn't eat it all well really hoped i didn't some one must have helped so i left my homework for a few minute to go get my self a new pint of ice cream and i was sure this time i would not let anyone else eat my ice cream because come on a girl has to have something to run to when she cant figure out 27x+205/3 = x i mean come on who cares anyways and its not like it will help me later in life ha.
  

The Road Of Life..

  Love Is Along The Way!
         You never know where life will take you, you always plan but plans most never work out. Life has its own set way for you its all about the choices you make along the way. My life has unfolded its self in way i thought would never happen. I have loved, learned, cared,and laughed i am so thankful for all of that. The place i never thought i would be is here as a Marine wife, its a life i have learned to love.
        As of now my husband is in Alabama ( I can say i'm not very happy about this) he will be out there for two months. He is now doing M.O.S school and not very happy about how life has unfolded its self for him we have not seen each other scene the day we got married. I stay in mohave valley to finish school (witch will be done next month on the 11th i'm so happy) We have been having our downs lately and i think i can say its my fault i feel alone like he doesn't care some times witch i know isn't true but i cant help but feel this way.
     I just recently got into a car accident on my way to go see him i was driving his car and i ran a stop sign and hit a truck now i know that was very stupid but now i have now learned more then ever to never take your eyes off the road. We are looking into get a new car but it seems so hard i am now dealing with the insurance by my self and its quit hard. The guy i hit is now clamming that he is hurt it has been to weeks so i call bullshit. Anyways we couldn't get the car out of the towing yard because it would cost to much. so i am now on the road of no car and a husband who is to damn good for me! After the crash he told me "Babe i'm not worried about the car i'm worried about what was in the car my life, my heart, my soul i cant lose you its just a car and just money i'm just happy your ok."
     So i guess the lesson in this is never take the one you love for granted. Life is too short to worry and too Damn short to not tell the one you love how much you love them! <3

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Hard Not Life

Hard Not Life They say, well you will never know until you are put in the shoes of a military wife. I have loved and supported my husband through good and bad between not seeing each other months and then only seeing each other for a couple of days no one tells you how hard it is but there is so much love in it. I can honestly say i have never felt so much love in my life i'm so lucky to have my husband but my life will never be a 9 to 5 to see him come home every night and kiss him good night!




But thats not the point to nag the point is to let you see just a little about what goes on in my life. So let me tell you a little about me My name is Samantha Marie Wright well Reynolds now and i am very proud of that. I am 18 years old and about to graduate High school I live in Arizona and i met my husband on a chat site i know not the best place to met people but let me tell you when i saw him i knew he was the one. Not all my family knows how i met him. So Shhhh... haha We were both on MyYearBook and i flirted with him got his number and we couldn't stop texting it started with a little flirting then me telling him i didn't want anything to do with him if he was going to be a Marine. Odd i know but well i couldn't help my self after that we talked for months and never met one another i was just about to give up on him because i had told him my feelings but he wouldn't say his then on July 10th he said it he had told me he fell in love with me. Keep in mind we still had not met yet we just talked everyday non stop so we said we would wait for each other and we got a chance to meet Ohh one of the best weekends of my life we both drove to Flagstaff Arizona where we met in a parking lot of an Alberson I remember him walking over and pulling my out of my car shaking and he kissed me right there and i knew he was the one the one i would spend my life with. We had a blast that weekend we got a room and couldn't keep our hands to our self i remember waking up in the middle of the night just thinking this all must be a dream then i saw his face and i was so happy it wasn't.
So now you know how we met oh and i forgot to tell you he did ask me to marry him that weekend :D yes i know CRAZY! but he then saw me one more time right before he went to boot camp he stayed a week with me it was perfect he then left for boot camp we wrote each other everyday then i saw him again 3 months later for his Grad he was a marine for the first time and i was so proud, we made it 3 months with out each other i spent 10 more days with him and we got married over those ten days we got married January 22, 2010. He then left for S.O.I and then M.O.S i haven't seen him sense. This is now where the hard part comes in the part of learning that you are now on your own you are now having to do things by your self figure things out on your own. A marine wife doesn't have much time with her husband so when he is around you don't have time to have him help you get and id and help you find out how to get on the insures you have do do it on your own. you learn to pick your fights and you learn to going with things even when your not always happy but you come to see that Love has its ups and down and you will wait forever for the first kiss again.
What i missed out on was being with him. as you can see most of our relationship has been on the phone and over text messages we did rush into our marriage a little but when i am with him im so happy to feel his touch his whisper in my ear his breath on my skin.
 
My Sexy Husband!