Here I Come California ♥

       SO Its set, The hubby and I got a place its a small town house on base I couldn't be more happier. My Stuff is just about packed and take this in we move this Wednesday, CRAZY! our own place our first time living together I cant wait. I never realized how much stuff I have and I through a lot of it away. I think the hard part about packing for everyone is trying to figure out what you really need to keep and what is junk. With my dad Everything you should keep and i think i am starting to get just like him it was hard to toss out stuff. The sad part of all this is my car well it left us and we cant take our dogs, between the both of us we have 3 dog♥ ! I love them all and I don't know how to live without them I'm so sad! lol! I'm also so sad to leave this has been home for so long, and I know i'm one to rag on this place more then anything but Bullhead city I will miss you. The small town feel, The no traffic, My family. Now I am ready to start my own family! I can see it all in my head and I cant help but smile! 

Crazy Weeks!

    Crazy last couple of weeks! Cole is now back from Alabama He or should i say we got sent to Sunny California. Yep want see we talked and talked and I really wanted 29 Palms it was close to family and I wouldnt hvae to worry it was a place a knew. Well cole talked me into driving down there and I loved it who would have known i would love Oceanside better yet who wouldnt love it! I mean i know traffic sucks But OMG can we talk OCEAN! yes i said it OCEAN I love the OCEAN it was so sweet he took me down there and we walked held hands it was perfect and right there i knew that wow we/were and are finaly starting our lifes! I now cant wait to get our house!
    So im back in Mohave valley waiting.. The game i hate. We are looking for a new car. Yes i said a new car as you know i crashed his and well mine it has left us and gone to better place. Sad that my car is gone. We may have found one but who knows looking for cars and then getting one is two diffrent things. We havent even gotten our house on base who knows if we will get one one base and i hope we will because if not and we get this car we wont be able to afford an apartment. so like i said its all one big waiting game.. Through all this im just happy my husband is back and i am that much closer to him!



Pictures taken over the weekend and on the way home...

Hubby's Quotes

"I know im not perfect. I fuck up and i worry constantly. You are the best women i want to be with. You may not think i trust you at times and i've even questioned it myself as bad as it sounds. I know i do. Because if i didnt i could just walk away.I dont trust anything sometimes because you are my happiness. I think to much. I hate how much. I hate how i am. I cant stand the thought of another guy touching you. I always feel like i'm never told the truth cuz i feel like if i dont expect a lie it'll destroy me. I know signs of cheating. Paranoia, no emotion at all andconscience. unless your a coldhearted bitch, then I cant say you have The marine Corps has fucked me up.never in a day has it chaged my feelings for you. I care to much i think. I need that look you gave me before. I need you. When we fight i just want to sleep throught it. i want all the drama away. Thats why i tell you not to keep people around. the wall builds and I want us back to where we started. i still have those same feeling i started with. The one of how did I get this beautiful sexy smart way to good for me women. Why is she with mewhen she got guy's throwing themselfs at her. It started out a trophy then became an addiction. The biggest thing that scares me is you losing that same feeling thats why i'm so jealous now i'm afrid of you seeing those guys and finding something you like more you deserve so much better but my nightmare of losing you will hunt me. And to someone else its slowly kills me. I love you. I've opened up!"
         - Cole Reynolds

    

Hubbys quotes

"You know i love you, Right? I cant believe you've held on this long. I'm more then lucky to have you. Your more then everything. Strongest person i've ever met."
                                                                                                                     - Cole Reynolds

"I'm miles away. I feel like i'm killing memory, space. All i've got is a picture of you in my head. I miss waking you up to say good morning. I'm sorry i cant be there because i know your going crazy without me there, but i'll be back and we'll make everything all better. I just dont wanna wait any longer. I cant stop thinking of you. Its like your painted everywhere in my mind. I love you."
                                 - Cole Reynolds

"Baby i'm sorry for being so clingy. I miss you more then i can tell you. Your always my number one. I need you all the time. I cant wait till i can wake up and hear your voice. Lay down give you every kiss we've miss out on. See that look in your eyes that always makes me feel like a king. Like noone else matters seems more and more each day that i need that.I just wish i could tell you how much i really need you. I try to act like tough shit about all this but you make me crumble. I know i havent been the best husband but i will get better before i get worst. I promise. We've been married for 2 months. Its time to make history in a good way. A frest start. No divorce bull just  we need to talk. I cant wait for our nest first kiss. I love you."
          - Cole Reynolds

"I want a baby. I want to raise a child together. I want to see your face in our child.If you decide to go someday i'll always have our child."
                                          - Cole Reynolds

"I love you baby. Your my life. I need you always. I miss you so damn much. Your the best thing i ever got. Your so sexy and smart it drives me nuts"
                                                   - Cole Reynolds